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KeNzOgUrLiE261
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Birthday: 11/14/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: Definitely mah GURLS
finding who i am as a person and fulfilling my goals... Loving Bk and Cody no matter how aggravated i get with them.... i love them both the same... and im interested in this dude...i thinking of him right about, ummm, NOW....
Expertise: nail technician, too hard of a worker and still working...
tryin to be ME and tryin to be nice to people around me...
MY GOAL is: I want to put a smile on others faces...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  kenzogurlie261
Member Since:
12/3/2002
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| I seriously believe that happiness could be obtain through everything we do. My life had always revolved around how everyone around me feels, I guess that really my happiness. I realize I would rather see people I care about happy even if its jeopardizing my happiness. The other day, my friend hit a bump in her life (i dun want to say exactly what it was), listening to her made me sad and clips and pieces of the most hurtful parts of my life started appearing again, parts that I just wish would disappear. All I wanted was for her to be happy, for things to be better than what I had. And I'm so glad that what I wish for her came true, and I wouldn't have it any other way. Guess what chic I love ya. And I'm happy that u're happy. | | |
| maybe some things jus aren't meant to be even though it may, for one second, feel like it was made especially for u... I hate the fact that everyone around me is rite, that my choices and my thoughts are wrong and foolish.. But why can't I jus let it go.. its like I'm here waiting for a miracle to happen, a miracle that will never ever come true.. why? | | |
| with all the shiet that have been goin on these past couple of years, I reallie realize something that will never change.. No matter how dumb or crazy I act or choose to deal with my life situations, my friends will stand beside me 100%, no matter how dumb or unworthy they think the situation may be.. I know that every last one of u want the best for me and that it doesn't matter how stupid my choices may be, u guys wouldn't judge me.. that's why I love yall with every inch of my heart and it'll never change.. and u guys do not know how much I appreciate every last one of u even if I dun always tell u.. I love u guys.. | | |
| this past month, it felt like i've been living in a dream that I didn't want to snap out.. but when shit hit the fan, I finally realize that this is life, i'll never go ur way.. and people make mistakes, u can't blame urself and u can't keep sitting there wishing that people will realize their mistakes.. Its up to u to forgive or forget it ever happened.. and move along, jus keep on pushin no matter how much it hurts jus to push forward.. | | |
| these past couple of days sent me right back where i started from.. i had a feelin of shame.. how could someone u once cared for try so hard to hurt u... it feels weird to me, becuz if it switch around and i was on the other end, i wouldnt be that person.. i couldnt hurt the person that i claim i care about.. how could someone just act so heartless.. maybe its me.. or maybe i jus need a reminder of how love felt.. mannnn dude, when are u coming home? i feel so lost without u.. i dun believe that u're able to keep me sane through all of this.. i miss u... | | |
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